EDIT (AUGUST 15th)
So I refused to work at Spencer's after hearing how they treat their employees and the fact that I'd only be working 3 hours a week...? Nah. No thanks.
But I -did- get a job at Sonics! WEEE. I'll be working there starting September 1st, 30-35 hours a week. YAY. I'll be making over a thousand dollars a month.
LOL. Went to the beach again today, not that I enjoyed it, but I met a friend there who I hadn't seen in two-three years. They asked me, "Whoa, are you Megan Copen or a Megan Copen impersonator?" They barely recognized me from losing weight. xDDDD

Had a scare of cancer and death in the ER three weeks ago.
On antibiotics for 20 days.
Realized in time of thinking I was going to die--
that these journals are stupid and unimportant. xD

I was using them to try to up a friend on a stupid
unspoken way to try to impress her, trying to make her
think that i was okay without her. Well, I'm better than
that. I won't pretend. I'm better without her, but I still
miss and care for her even though I've matured past her level.
Starting today I write them for myself, no one else.

No journal update for weeks, due to ER and the hospital. =/
My relationship with Jenna is peeking four years this august.
Getting a job at hot topic and spencers is awesome. I'm excited. Very. Excited.
Getting my temps tomorrow. Woot. Again.
I'm now only 160 pounds, will lose 20 by Ohayocon, which Jenna and I have our
OWN room for! SQUEE. : D
Will get septum pierced in a couple months. <3 And tattoo. Surprise, Jenna!
My life is coming together. : ) All is well.
Tomorrow I'm hanging out with my friend Megan and Jenna, next week with Dave
and after that going to talk to Bridget about Cedar Point, which I've gone to MANY times. >: D Yes'a. I feel social and confident. : ) It's about time!
Hmn. Jenna's friend Nara and I have seemed to made a bond also. Man, I'm just
attracting more and more positive things to myself, thanks to this book I've
been reading about life improvement. Sounds like shit--but it works. O_o
I'm no longer moping over a friend whose long gone and stopping my life,
I'maaaaa movin on.
OMG 4chan. OMG. It's so fucking funny. xD Recently I've been on a new hype
about it. When Chris gets back on here, I've got to tell him what I found, rofl.
Jenna, you know what I'm talking about. XD I saved a couple images.
Parents getting a divorce. HURRRAY. It's about TIME. >_> Mom. Lol.
Helping my mom with divorce when I start the job at hot topic and spencers. : ) Can't wait for my well earned independence!!! FFF. I hate being dependent.
I'm 18, not 10, I'm not living with my parents long, got a job and can pay
for what I want with my own money. Shit yeah for living my dreams. : )

I'm never on here anymore, I only get on to check my notes
to see if Chris has responded yet.
So... these journals are strictly for myself. I would keep a live journal account, but how boring is that? On here I can have lil' pichers if I ever decide to upload some. >u>

P.S - I love fallout 3.